SANA OSUMA
Lost Soul
Rebirth of the heart
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Post by SANA OSUMA on Apr 14, 2013 12:36:43 GMT -5
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As the night faded to day, the first hints of light coming through her window, Sana began stirring on the bed. Her black hair flared out around her and along Byakuya's chest where she was currently sleeping. His larger hand surrounding her much tinier one which lay along his side. A wave of content sweeping over Sana as her eyes began to flutter open, violet eyes blinking a few moments before she shifted and inhaled. The intoxicating scent of her love bringing a smile to her face as her head lifted to pear down at him. All the memories from her former life, fresh and clear, even the memory of her illness while she searched for Rukia. The birth of their daughter, which had her suddenly smiling even more, remembering her baby girl. Little Haru, oh how she missed her daughter and longed to see her again, to hold her and tell her she was never leaving. Never leaving either of them again, she couldn't. Byakuya, Koharu were her life, she needed and loved them dearly. The only sadness was not having her sister to share this all with. At that thought she began to sit up, trying to pry her hand from her husbands and froze, looking to the man still sleeping. 'Am I still his wife? Are we still husband and wife..' Sana was suddenly worried about that, remembering how his family had acted when they first got married. If her death changed that, how would they react now to her being reborn.
A shiver of worry washed over Sana and she trembled, curling back up against Byakuya's side her face buried in the crock of his neck. Trying so hard to not break down crying, knowing he needed the sleep right now, but all of this was overwhelming and she wanted to be happy. But now that she was having a moment to really think, she was suddenly scared. First she was reborn, which meant she couldn't live in Soul Society with her family, second she was now Sana Osuma, not Lady Hisana Kuchiki. Would her husband, or well not so much her husband now, but would Byakuya still want her now. How could they be together? How could she be with her daughter? All of it was making her chest constrict, the pain, worry, fear almost consuming her and she started crying. Curling as tightly as she could around the man still sleeping in her bed. All she had wanted was to be happy, but instead the reality of it all hit her and she was the complete opposite.
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Post by Byakuya Kuchiki on Apr 18, 2013 0:48:20 GMT -5
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Last night was something so completely unlike Byakuya that he wasn’t quite convinced it wasn’t a dream he had, as he would never normally do such a thing. But the memories of what had happened were too vivid for a dream, and the warmth he felt against his chest was a sheer reminder that the events did indeed take place, he held her a little tighter as if to say he wasn’t going to let her go now that he had her back. The love of his life was back. Well, as back as she could be. She was human now, there was no way for them to really stay together, she couldn’t live in the Soul Society and he couldn’t stay in the Living World…He scolded himself, he should have allowed himself to deny this was actually Hisana so that leaving wouldn’t be painful.
Still, no matter how out of character his actions were, last night was one of the best nights of his life since…Well, since he first met her to begin with. Leaving was going to be hard. The thoughts woke him, feeling her light against his chest; he smiled gently to himself as he could feel her warm breath on his bare skin. Maybe he could just make the best of what time they might have left; he was due back in a couple of days. What could he tell her? What could he say to make right of just leaving her so soon after becoming reacquainted? He would have fallen deeper into his thoughts until he felt something damp against his bare skin, it was too cool in the room to be sweat…Was she crying? Given what she had experienced, and assuming she was thinking along the same lines as he was, that must have been it. He gripped her tighter and rubbed her back soothingly, right now he had no words that he could say to make things right. What could he say? He couldn’t think of anything that would better their situation, there was only one solution, but such a thought made his heart ache. He couldn’t go through that again. All he could do right now was hold her, comfort her best that he could, and wait for her to speak first. Well, maybe he could at the least ask her what was wrong, even though he assumed their thoughts were alike, maybe there was something else troubling her. ”What is wrong..?” Byakuya asked softly, one of his hands now petting her head gently, trying his best to sooth her tears.
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SANA OSUMA
Lost Soul
Rebirth of the heart
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Post by SANA OSUMA on Apr 18, 2013 12:32:27 GMT -5
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Pausing a moment, she shifted up a little brushing the tears from her cheek, reaching another hand to brush his hair from his face. Allowing her finger tips to caress against his cheek. "My dear husband, I've missed you, our daughter and regret leaving you both so much. Please forgive me. I love you both so very much, please Byakuya-sama I have to know...how is Haru? How is our daughter?" There was a hint of worry in her voice, she was scared of what might of become of that little baby. Not that she doubted her husband, he was perfect, but she knew how the family saw them both. Sana couldn't imagine her sweet angel dealing with that hatred, she was much to precious. Leaning down she laid her head back on his chest, curling her much smaller form into his protective body, unable to leave it or him. Wrapping an arm around his waist holding as tightly as she could. Sighing softly once more she closed her violet eyes, allowing his presence to ease her mind, relax her like only he could. Though her mind suddenly went to Rukia, had he found her? Was she alright, safe? Did she hate her big sister for abandoning her? That scared Sana. Rukia didn't deserve to be abandoned, nor had Byakuya-sama and their daughter. But she couldn't help it and hoped they would all forgive her.
"Byakuya-sama...what about Rukia? Please tell me you found her, that she is safe? I feel so horrible..." Every trip to search was flooding her mind, the nights she fell asleep crying while he just held her. She had been so desperate to find Rukia back than, needing to and than begging her sister to forgive her. It hurt still even now, with the memories back and flooding her mind with all the emotions, details but she was stronger than before. If he hadn't been able to find her sister, she would...she froze suddenly. Remembering the most important part of this whole miracle, the fear once more gripping her as she jerked back up. Staring down at him, her violet hues swirling with so much fear, sadness, worry she knew her husband would see right through it all. He had always been able to read her so well. "What happens to us? Am I even still your wife, are we still married? Byakuya-sama I can't lose you and yet I know I will. I'm alive, you belong to the Soul Society...I...we.." That was it, Sana broke down once more, hands suddenly covering her face while the tears spilled down her cheeks and onto the sheets. She was becoming an emotional mess right now, with everything.
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Post by Byakuya Kuchiki on May 6, 2013 12:59:46 GMT -5
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All her doubts and worries spilled forth like water after a dam break, and he felt overwhelmed by everything hitting him all at once, but his face never showed it. His heart felt tight, as if he was feeling her pain, her worry, and it hurt him deeply. He couldn’t answer everything, but he could at least calm her worries about those who she left behind. He was just happy to have her back, he wasn’t worried about all those finer details at the moment, they were together again and right now that was all that mattered to him.
”Koharu is well, she is busy with her work but she is alive and well.” He started with Koharu first, all the while as he spoke his embrace on her never loosened; he kept her tight to his form as he rubbed her back soothingly. ”And I found Rukia, she is also alive and well…I have made sure she was as safe as she could be in her line of work.” There was no need to tell her about everything that happened to Rukia, not when she was like this; it would only break her heart more. And he hated seeing her as upset as she was, it killed him.
”As for everything else, that is not something to worry yourself with right now. As far as I am concerned you are my wife, I considered myself still married to you long after you had passed, and nothing has changed that. We can find a way to make it work.”
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SANA OSUMA
Lost Soul
Rebirth of the heart
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Post by SANA OSUMA on May 6, 2013 22:58:57 GMT -5
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The mention of him finding Rukia, she looked up before grabbing his face and kissing him. Tears still falling down her cheek, but she hoped at least it was obvious she was happy. Wrapping her arms around him as best she could, burying her face in his neck before she spoke softly. "Thank you, thank you so much for finding and protecting her. I knew you'd keep your promise to me Byakuya-sama. It means more than you will ever know." Nuzzling some into him a little more, she tried to relax, but she was still upset about it all. Scared mostly that while she just found him, she could still lose him and her family all over again. Hisana couldn't handle that, it destroy her worse than leaving them the first time. It was as he spoke about the other things that worried her, she moved to lean back up, staring back into his eyes. Those hues widening slightly, before a smile slowly began to grace her lips as he continued. Pursing her lips a mere moment before her found his once more, wrapping her arms tightly around his neck. He just made her feel a whole lot better, especially knowing he never considered her death a reason.
"I love you so much my dear husband and I promise you will not lose me again. I'm right where I belong and that is at your side." Moving a hand up to brush across his cheek, unable to loose the smile that now graced her lovely face. Capturing his once more, unable to not want to feel his lips on hers, she'd miss him so much. Byakuya was no different than she remembered him, sure just a few changes. But he was still her Byakuya-sama and that was all she cared about. Knowing this time she would fight, as hard as she could to not be torn from his or their families side again. This was a second chance at least in her eyes and she wasn't going to mess it up or allow anything else to do that. "Would you think me incredible selfish or improper if I said I didn't want to leave this room? That I wanted us to stay here, like this."
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Post by Byakuya Kuchiki on Jun 3, 2013 16:59:41 GMT -5
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A small, gentle smile became Byakuya’s lips as he caressed his wife continually, glad to see her in brighter spirits compared to how sullen she was just moments before, it always made his heart ache to see her in such a mood. If anyone had seen him now, how differently he behaved around her compared to his usual cold demeanor while in his office, they would not believe it was the same man. He was just so…Completely different, although he would act his normal self if he knew someone to be watching; however should someone who knew him be a fly on that wall, they would be astonished. ”I am certain that our daughter will recognize you, she keeps a picture of us in a locket she wears everywhere.” His voice never left its gentle tone whilst speaking to her, respectful and delicate with his lovely wife as he spoke to her in such a tender voice. ”And of course I would fulfill my promise, I could not ignore your dying wish.”
A warm chuckle spilled lightly past his lips at her comment, he would give anything if time could stand still and lock them forever in this moment. Though he knew both of them had obligations, and knew sooner or later they both would have to leave the comfort of the bed. ”If neither of us had the obligations we do, then I would stay in this bed with you and never get up. Of course I do not think you selfish, it has been too long.”
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SANA OSUMA
Lost Soul
Rebirth of the heart
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Post by SANA OSUMA on Jun 3, 2013 22:48:03 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 500px; height: 350px; background-image:url(http://i678.photobucket.com/albums/vv141/CelestialLegend-Ceres/Hisana/LadySana_zps6728cbc4.png)] The feel of her husbands touch against her was calming, but that smile that graced his face. Well it made her feel even more comforted than anything else, than again Byakuya always was one to secure such feelings in Hisana. So of course she wasn't surprised even in this new body that she could still feel the same around him. It was what she loved about him, it didn't take words for her to feel comfort or even love and understanding. Of course given the situation she had been a mess emotionally, but she was taking his word to heart for now. After all he had never lied to her in the past, why would he start now? His words about their daughter causing her eyes to fill with tears, not of sadness, quite the opposite actually. To know that Koharu was wearing the locket even now made her heart swell and she couldn't help cuddling closer into his arms."I love you both so much and hope that we can be the family you and I always wanted now. I've just missed so much and wish I could of been there to help you and raise her together. But I hope that at least now I can still be there for you both." Leaning into his neck and nuzzling him some softly with a sigh, still feeling bad that she had left them. Even if she couldn't help it herself.
A smile slipping once more into place when he spoke of keeping the promise and being unable not too. Knowing how much his family had been against them being married and she worried they would of talked him out of it. But to hear him confirm that wasn't true made her heart swell once more. "You really are too good to me, I never deserved a man like you, but thank you for loving me. For never giving up or forgetting me even after all these years. I know I can never hope to repay you back for everything you have done, but I will do whatever I can each day to say thank you." Lifting her head up some to smile back at him, though the sound of that chuckle had her giggling softly. She did love when he was more open with her and was glad to see it could still be that way even now. Sighing softly as he finally spoke and she shook her head and nodded before curling back into his body, feeling no place safer than right there. Knowing he would do anything to keep her safe and for that she loved him. Letting her violet eyes close and relishing this moment, trying to not think about the reality of their life now. She wanted to remain nieve to it for the time being, feeling as if nothing else mattered but the two of them.
"I know, but I want to be selfish, I want to keep you to myself Byakuya and if that makes me bad, than so be it." With that she twisted on his lap and captured his lips, in a kiss that was probably going to leave him shocked. Sana had never been one to be so forward or bold, but well since being reborn things had changed. Wrapping her arms around his neck and moving to deepen the kiss, wanting even if for that moment to care about nothing and no one but them.
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Post by Byakuya Kuchiki on Jul 6, 2013 17:48:42 GMT -5
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Byakuya returned her kiss with a tender kiss of his own, his hands rested firmly on her back. Sure he was shocked by her forwardness, but he didn’t mind it, it was a nice change in his opinion. Of course he loved it when she seemed shy around him as well, but he honestly didn’t care how she changed. The important thing was that that he had her back, which was all that mattered. He broke the kiss and smiled up at her, hands running up and down the length of her back slowly and softly. The kiss had thrown him off his train of thought when it came to formulating a reply however, so instead he just stared into her eyes until he came up with something to say.”Perhaps we should get dressed and eat breakfast?”
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SANA OSUMA
Lost Soul
Rebirth of the heart
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Post by SANA OSUMA on Aug 5, 2013 18:29:34 GMT -5
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When he broke the kiss and looked into her eyes, she had a feeling she shocked him. But didn't comment, instead relished the quiet till he spoke and she arched a brow some. Dress and breakfast. Was she wanted to leave the comfort of the bed? Not particularly, but she knew they really, really couldn't stay in there the whole day, despite what she might of wanted at the moment. "I suppose your right even if I would much rather stay right here in this bed. Guess hiding away isn't an option for us right now is it? Nodding some after she spoke and with one last kiss forced herself up from his form, with a sigh moved to slip into the bathroom. As she got herself clean and well a little more woke up she thought about his idea, "What were you wanting for breakfast Byakuya-sama? Anything particular?"
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