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Post by LILLITHE VERDENTE on Jul 16, 2013 17:46:27 GMT -5
I should have posted an exit / absence thread. I should have told someone. I should have finished up things. There was a lot of things that should have happened. But they didn't, things got in the way. Things I'll probably post in a dA journal after I'm done here. I mostly wanted Hash, Phoenix, and Emma to know that I'm truly sorry for ditching the site. I couldn't post. I was completely broken. Days spent forcing wounds to reopen and sobbing. Watching myself bleed with a sick pleasure. I've only recently gotten somewhat of a control over my mind again.
Hash, I loved that I could literally talk to you about anything, and it would really help. Phoenix, I really needed a guy's opinion sometimes. You gave me that, and not in a typical bullshit male style, either. Thanks. Emma, when you weren't being a drama sheep, you were really fun to be around.
I don't know if I'll ever be back. I'll probably watch this thread for a couple days, but otherwise? I'll be playing games until I finally die. Enjoy.
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Post by Hash on Jul 16, 2013 17:52:50 GMT -5
If you need to talk, feel free to PM me.
Being on here doesn't necessarily mean you need to have a character. You can be here to just talk too, if that's what you need.
Dunno what else to say, except that I'll be rooting for things to get better. Oh, and if I knew you irl, I would kick your ass for some of what I'm reading. >o> Especially after the lectures I've gotten on here about similar matters!
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